Ignorance

Yet again, I have been defeated by society.

 In particular the male gender.

I'm not one to become "attached" or even feel some emotion towards males what so ever. & when I do, i don't show it. But the last few times I have even set my eyes on a boy everything goes well for the first few weeks, then I get ignored and a few months down the track they decide to talk to me again and it hasn't just happened once or twice, it's been a re-occurrence.

It seriously does my head in.

It's taking alot for my to share this with the world wide web. Gosh, it takes a lot for me to share this sort of thing with some of my best friends. 

I haven't had the best reputation of lately and I actually decided one day I would stop it and make morals and goals for myself. I truely did. As I've never been in a serious relationship that has lasted longer than 2 months. I thought maybe it was time I started. Various people over the past year have had potential for that position.

But when things start to go good, I somehow muck it up.

But honestly, I think I've failed trying to be a decent female.

Maybe I was made to be a lesbian?

EW NO. I TAKE THAT BACK!