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SENIORS 09

BEST LAST DAY EVER!

Yes, it was that time of year again. Everyone got into their sporting attire and ran their little hearts out. Old 80's music was playing over the PA system all day. Everyone was having a blast. People made injuries, some made personal best's and some just participated for the fun of it.

It's funny how everyone in the whole school INCLUDING TEACHERS think I'm just that curvey girl that eats in all of her classes and scabs money for tuckshop.

But they never thought I could actully run.

YES THE FAT GIRL CAN RUN.

Aced the 100/200/400/high jump/triple jump and jav.

I gave them my best efforts.

Well done to all the Senior's. We did it, we made it our best!

It's ours for the keeping.

Ditched

I feel like the backstabbed barbie right now.
My owner Sally, she went out and got this new barbie.
This barbie has everything I don't.
Prettier hair, eyes, figure I BET! Her Smile and giggle. Everything about her is gorgeous, I can tell already.
Don't even get me started on b00bs.

I feel like nothing. Like I'm no good for anyone. Not even Sally.
She was my world and I let her slip away just like I did with my previous owners.
I think I'll just going back to living in my plastic case that I came in and just wait for the right owner to come to me.
I don't deserve to be pushed around like this.
BACK TO THE PLASTIC CASING I GO!

Ignorance

Yet again, I have been defeated by society.

 In particular the male gender.

I'm not one to become "attached" or even feel some emotion towards males what so ever. & when I do, i don't show it. But the last few times I have even set my eyes on a boy everything goes well for the first few weeks, then I get ignored and a few months down the track they decide to talk to me again and it hasn't just happened once or twice, it's been a re-occurrence.

It seriously does my head in.

It's taking alot for my to share this with the world wide web. Gosh, it takes a lot for me to share this sort of thing with some of my best friends. 

I haven't had the best reputation of lately and I actually decided one day I would stop it and make morals and goals for myself. I truely did. As I've never been in a serious relationship that has lasted longer than 2 months. I thought maybe it was time I started. Various people over the past year have had potential for that position.

But when things start to go good, I somehow muck it up.

But honestly, I think I've failed trying to be a decent female.

Maybe I was made to be a lesbian?

EW NO. I TAKE THAT BACK!

RIP Jye & Nathan

Anger. Frustration. Confusion. Fury. Rage.

Just some of the emotions the Gold Coast and Brisbane community were feeling early last year. 36 year old Tania Winifred Clark was sentence to 10 years jail and disqualified from driving for life for the manslaughter of two loving high school students, Jye Strong and Nathan Sprecak. It was a shock to everyone including me, despite the distance. I didn't know Nathan to well we had only an online friendship but Jye and I were somewhat of good buds, so much so he rang off Troy's phone just to wish me a happy New Years Eve. 

What I'd give to have that phone call just one more time.

Tania Clark wasn't given enough time behind bars. She should spend eternity behind bars for what she has done and taken away from us all. He was an amazingly bright boy and he filled the room with joy when he entered it.

Being banned from driving for life won't stop her from stealing a car and driving along the cold bitter roads of the Gold Coast. It will just stop her from driving for 10 years. That's all the sentence has given us; safety for 10 years.

Snipits

Today I organised my collection of photograph's I have taken in the past 6 months.I can really see how much I have progressed. I'm quite happy with the quality I'm taking at the moment. The amount of work I have gotten since I started photography is unbelievable. I am quite booked up for the next few weeks, which is good. $$ and doing what I love.


Life can't get much better than this.

Baby's First Blog.

Frankly, I'm stoked to be apart of this wonderful new blogging community.
Infact, this is how stoked I am..




I'm not one to open up very easily. I tend to keep my thoughts to myself and just be an allround happy go-er. I bottle everything up. No one needs to or in fact cares about what's going on deep down inside. I've decided that this could possibly be a place for me to write down my thought and feelings.

This could be quite fun.